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Mkay I'm annoyed by alot of shit so far last week(end):

1. I cant stand people who lie to me about who they dont like.

Just because I dont like someone who you are friends with, doesnt mean you have to talk shit about them behind their back to make me happy. 
It doesnt. I actually lose more respect for you.

2. Dont judge me on how I dress at school.

Just because I dress a certin way at school doesnt deam what type of IQ level I have or what type of person I am. 
I dont judge you, even though you look like a bag of shit.

3. Credit is paid where credit is due.

If you think you can do nothing in a presentation and get the same marks as the people who did the work, you are sadly mistaken.
In grade ten it didn't happen so it wont in college, dumb fucks.

4. You are not hot shit.

Your are not apart of G-Unit;
Get some clothes that fit you;

If you are going to ware some big ass "bling" at least make sure its real;
Take a shower; 
Learn to talk for five minutes without staring at my mine/friends T&A;
Wearing your flags belt and calling yourself the "Italian Stallion" is not sexy;
Adding some sad bullshit to your regualr bullshit = Lame;
I wear flares, not you;
I wear mascara, not you;
Shave, the hobo look is not in;
Horking and spitting is a big turn off, its called swallowing;
Don't call on me/my girls and speak some gibberish, its called ENGLISH, you should try it sometime;
Doing up your Sunfire doesn't make you fucking cool;
Buying condoms that are 3 x's  too large is wishful thinking that wont change your dick size;
Get your own personality and opinions, stop following your fag friends....

And thats just this weeks bachelors.

5. Strong Bitches > Mean Jealous Bitches

Be happy and support one another. 
I think women working together is really empowering.

Although there are many mean, jealous, bitches out there.

But I think they exist just to show you what you dont want to be and how ugly they truly are.

6. Dont generalize your bullshit.

There is a difference between stating what you "think" and stating what you "know is true".
I respect what some people think because they have gone through it, but even then, it was "them" not me.
I can't stand people who give their bullshit explanations because they read it in a book or watch a show, you don't know shit, you are annoying, basically shut the fuck up.

7. I love the people in my life, so dont fuck with them or I'll fuck with you.

8. Abusive parents deserve to die.

I was told a story this week about a mother who came into A&P with her two children 2 weeks ago. A friend of mine was stocking shelves at 3am when they came in.
He told me that the children where 4 and 6 years old and looked like they hadn't slept in a week. The bags under their eyes were large and they looked malnutritioned.
He said under his breath while the mother passed by "thats fucking disgusting".
She heard him.
She asked him what she said, he repeated himself and said "what the fuck are your kids doing out at 3 am in the morning? don't they have school tomorrow? Jesus!".
The mother walked away, talked to his manager and he almost got written up.
If I was him, I would have called childrens aid.
Alot of people wouldn't have, some people think its "none of my business"

Here's my reasoning:
"If it envolves the abuse of children, it is my fucking business."

9. People who make excuses never get anywhere in life.

Just because you dont understand Psychology or Research & Design doesn't mean you should tell the dean of Durham College that our professor doesn't know how to teach.

I dont have a problem getting over 80% in her classes.

Clearly your just stupid.

10. I'm not really a feminist, I'm just not a little bitch like your other groupies.

"I myself have never been able to find out precisely what feminism is:  I only know that people call me a feminist whenever I express sentiments that differentiate me from a door mat or a prostitute."  ~Rebecca West

Its just promoting sexual equality, someone with common sense would know that...wait that was too easy.

 


 

Thanks for listening <3

 

**Star Talk**


 
 

THE AIR SIGNS (GEMINI, LIBRA, AQUARIUS)
Intellectual, Logical,, Flirtatious, Sarcastic, Impatient, Spiteful, Communicative, Flighty, Debating, Confrontational, Romantic, Independent. Air rises high with exciting Fire signs. Air blends with sensual Water signs. Air is independent with responsible Earth signs. Air with Air blow in all directions

THE WATER SIGNS (CANCER, SCORPIO, PISCES)
Nurturing, Supportive, Mystical, Intuitive, Dreamy, Possessive, Insecure, Emotional, Sacrificing, Needy, Loving, Secretive, Cuddly, Sacrificing, Loving, DisIllusional, Obsessive. Water comforts calm Air signs. Water boils with independant Fire signs. Water quenches needy Earth signs. Water and water flow in all directions

THE EARTH SIGNS  (TAURUS, VIRGO, CAPRICORN)
Materialistic, Grounding, Boring, Dominating, Responsible, Giving, Conservative, Consuming, Organized, Controlling, Business, Stubborn, Perfectionists, Family-Oriented, Security. Earth melts with nurturing Water signs. Earth is independent with flirty Air signs. Earth warms with passionate Fire signs. Earth and earth are indestructible.

THE FIRE SIGNS ( ARIES, LEO, SAGITTARIUS)
Passionate, Fun, Charming, Adventurous, Exciting, Argumentative, Popular, Curious, Energetic, Defender, Creative, Challenging, Protective, Scholar, Loud, Egotistical. Fire rises with intellectual Air signs. Fire is secure with stable Earth signs. Fire loses spark with nurturing Water signs. Fire with Fire dance.

sunsigns
Aquarius (Jan. 21.- Feb. 19)

Aquarius is the sign of the water bearer....a person who is very independent, original in thought, and a humanitarian. Aquarius is a masculine air sign that is fixed, which enable them to have very strong opinions and firm beliefs. This sign is ruled by the planet of Uranus, focuses on change, invention, and the unexpected. Aquarius people are usually known for their outrageousness and their determination to be unlike anyone else. They thrive on being different, unique, and even rebellious. They tend to do better around a crowd than by themselves. Being around people tends to help them take their minds off of their own troubles. Usually, they are better at giving advice than taking it. 

On the downside:
 Resisting Change, Rebellious, Erratic, Perverse, Eccentric. 
Your good qualities include: Loath Restriction, Resourceful, Inventive, Humanitarian
Your Lifes WORK: Recognizing that change is not all bad and accept the freedom and individual
purpose that it brings could be your ongoing lifes work

..Most Compatible With: Gemini and Libra 
     Somewhat Compatible With: Sagittarius, Capricorn, Pisces and Aries 
     Least: Taurus: is considered to be very habit oriented 
     Leo: is seen as much  too demanding 
    Scorpio: tendency to be too possessive not attractive
     
Neutral: 
Cancer and Virgo  

Body Part: Aquarius rules the shins, ankles, and the circulatory system.
Fav Aquarius: Mom 

sunsignsPisces (Feb. 20-Mar. 20)

Pisces is the sign of the fish...one swims up the river, the other swims down the river. The fish represent hidden depth, reincarnation, and continuous emotional currents. Pisces is a feminine water sign that is mutable, and known for compassion, romance, imagination, and intuition. Pisces is ruled by Neptune, the planet of mystery, deception, and illusions. Pisces people are born with the gift of prophecy and vision. The Water element for this sign makes Pisces loyal, sensitive, and devoted. The fish are incredibly sentimental and overly imaginative. With all the soft qualities that make up a Pisces, less sensitive signs often mistake them as weak or spineless. Pisces is a spiritual sign and they seem to have very old souls. Many have some type of spiritual awakening in their life. In less balanced times during their lives, these gentle creatures can become escapists and lean towards overindulgence.

On the downside:   Dishonesty, Martyrdom, and Indecisiveness in most affairs.
Your good qualities include:   Sensitivity to the needs of others and Idealism 
Your Lifes WORKLearning to use your creative imagination to the benefit of others, not just self

..Most Compatible WithCancer and Scorpio 
     Somewhat Compatible WithCapricorn, Aquarius, Aries and Taurus 
 
    Least Compatible With: Gemini who is too nervous and high strung 
     Virgo: considered to be dull and uninteresting

     
Sagittarius: is looked upon as being too impulsive 
     NeutralLeo and Libra     

Body Part:  This sign rules the feet.    
Fav Pisces: NONE
      

zodiac signs-ariesAries (Mar. 21- April 20)

Aries is the sign of the ram. The ram implies great strength and courage, along with the ability to climb great heights in their lifetime. Being a masculine sign - they are action -oriented, and full of nonstop energy. Aries is ruled by the planet Mars, God of War, which will generally give most a strong aggressive personality,and can be quite argumentative. When you meet an Aries - what you see is what you get! There are no front with this sign, because they speak honestly. They are alot of fun and are playful. Their fire element needs activity - as they get bored easily.They love to be the center of attention - and they usually are. Aries are direct and need to be in charge. Aries are natural leaders and heroes. They do not like to take orders from others.

On the downside: jealous and combatative, destructive, domineering and obstinate. 
Your good qualities include: being dynamic, direct, positive in attitude and manner, quick response to situations. 
Your Lifes Work: Learning to know what you want and how to exert your will without harming anyone else will be your lifes work.

..Most Compatible With: Leo and Sagittarius 
     Somewhat Compatible With : Taurus, Gemini, Pisces and Aquarius 
     Least Compatible With: Cancer. Cancerians are too sensitive and too emotional 
     Libra: The Libra Personality proves to be vacillating, lacks imagination, fun and daring 
     Capricorn: To Aries, this sign is comes across as unimaginative and much too   conservative 
     Neutral: 
Virgo and Scorpio 

Body Part: Aries rules the head area 
Fav Aries: Joshie

zodiac signs-taurusTaurus (Apr. 21- may 21)

Taurus is the sign of the bull. Taurus offers dependability and security. The bull is a fixed sign - making them stubborn and bull-headed. Ruled by Venus, they are usually quite attracted to beauty and luxury, especially when it concerns their own possessions... meaning material things and/or people. Noted as a feminine sign, they are very generous and creative. Their earthy element may have them appear as being a slow mover - but it is a slow pace that keeps them on the right track. They like to take their time on making decisions and believe that this aids them in making the best investments, whether in a financial (or romantic) situation. The bull tends to be quite private, and more of a listener - frustrating those who need more communication. These folks are patient, strong, sincere, loyal and have tons of common sense. 

On the downside:  Carelessness, Being indecisive, Overly Romantic, Dependent on others. 
Your good qualities include:  Friendliness, Tact, Social Graces, Gentleness
Your Lifes Work: Learning to control a jealous, possessive streak that always threatens to erupt will be your lifes work

..Most Compatible With:  Virgo and Capricorn 
     Somewhat Compatible WithGemini, Cancer, Pisces and Aries 
     Least Compatible With: Aquarius: who lacks the stability that Taurus needs
     Leo: always self-absorbed, and very authoritative, traits which directly conflict with Taurus
     Scorpio:  manipulative, not open and certainly not direct
 

     NeutralLibra and Sagittarius 

Body Part: Taurus rules the neck area.
Fav Taurus: Lorie <3


sunsign-geminiGemini (May 22-June 21)

Gemini is the sign of the twins, which rule duality and partnership. Twins are born with the gift of gab, ideas, and salesmanship - whether it is of a product or of themselves. Words get them into trouble - and out of trouble. Gemini is a masculine and mutable sign, and this makes them very adaptable and intellectual.They despise stagnation of any kind and thrive for circulation and movement (like their element Air). Mercury is the planet of communication, and it rules this sign. Freedom and space is a must. They are lively, witty, trendy, and let us not forget... charming!!

 

 

On the downside:  You may have a tendency to criticize, complain, be ungrateful, and be wishy washy.
Your good qualities include:   Adaptable, congenial, expressive, and clever 
Your Lifes Work: Learning to make a firm decision and sticking to it could be your lifes work

..Most Compatible With: 
Libra and Aquarius 
     Somewhat Compatible With: Cancer, Leo, Aries and Taurus 
     Least Compatible With: Virgo personality is seen as quite strict and hard to satisfy 
     Sagittarius: unable to relax, like yourself 
     Pisces: thought to have negative outlooks in addition to being self-absorbed
 
     Neutral: Scorpio and Capricorn

 

Body Part: Gemini rules the arms, shoulders and lungs.
Fav Gemini: Jess <3



zodiac sign-cancerCancer (June 22-July 22)

Cancer is the sign of the Crab. The Crab is sensitive, protective, and seeks security. Cancer is a feminine water sign as well as cardinal. A cancer is a very strong person who will make their move in life based on their emotions. They are ruled by the moon, and like the tides, their moods tend to fluctuate. Cancers, like the crab itself, are known to be clingy and somewhat possessive. A cancer must feel secure in life in order to thrive. The element Water, which rules Cancer, helps to blend these warm, soft-hearted figures into cuddly, loving and affectionate people. They can never get enough of love. Like the crab, they can be built with the illusion of a hard shell on the outside to protect their warm, mushy self on the inside. 

On the downside:  Clannish and moody, attached to the past, a worrier and a clinger, jealousy. 
Your good qualities include: Patient, sensitive, romantic, sociable, and maternal. 
Your Lifes Work: 
To identify your own personal feelings and put selfishness aside will be your lifes work

..Most Compatible With: Scorpio and Pisces 
     Somewhat Compatible With: Leo, Virgo, Taurus and Gemini 
     Least Compatible With: Aries: too insensitive, aggressive and arrogant 
     Libra : does not take matters not seriously  enough 
     Capricorn : too simple, and very unrefined
 

     Neutral: 
Sagittarius and Aquarius

Body Part: Cancer rules the breasts and the stomach
Fav Cancer: Andrew <3



zodiac sign-leoLeo (July 23-Aug 22)
 
Leo is the sign of the lion... the king of the jungle. Leos are full of strength, generosity, and leadership skills. Leo is a masculine fire sign and fixed. They are used to creating what they are looking for in life, but only on their terms. This sign is ruled by the sun, which conveys a bright sunny attitude, cheerfulness, and confidence. The more one applauds or compliments the lion, the gentler this pussycat becomes. Many leos have a personality that shines with creativity, passion, and fierce ambition. They are good-hearted and true romantics. 

On the downside You may have a heavy ego, and you can be arrogant, vain, and extravagant.
Your good qualities include:  A strong vitality, honorable, creative, generous, dignified. 
Your Lifes WorkDeveloping your own self identity and mode of creative energy expression will be your ongoing life's work.

 

 

..Most Compatible With:Sagittarius and Aries 
     Somewhat Compatible With: Virgo, Libra, Gemini and Cancer 
     Least Compatible WithScorpio: seen as being too scheming 
     Aquarius: unsubstantial, unengaged and aloof
     Taurus: either too stubborn or too placid
 
     Neutral: Pisces and Capricorn 

Body Part: Leo rules the heart and the back.
Fav Leo: ME!, & Tia

 

zodiac signs

 

Virgo (Aug. 23 -Sept. 23)

 

Virgo is the sign of the virgin. Virgo is the sign of the analytical thinker. A Virgo dissects situations until they find the most practical solutions and explanations to their problem. Virgo is a feminine earth sign which is mutable. Virgo is ruled by the planet Mercury which is strong with reason and communication. To help clear their mind from constant thought, Virgos can become workaholics, and therefore very successful. These sincere folks want the best, not only for themselves, but for others as well. They need to be reminded to lower their standards, so they may attain their goals. 

On the downside:
  You can be critical, petty, self-centered and picky. 
Your good qualities include:   Industrious, methodical, humane, loving.
Your Lifes Work: Learning to accept others for the way they are and not the way you think they should be could be your lifes work

..Most Compatible With: Capricorn and Taurus 
     Somewhat Compatible With: Libra, Scorpio, Leo and Cancer 
     Least Compatible With: Sagittarius : seen as unreliable and unresponsive 
     Pisces: gloomy, sullen, moody disposition
     Gemini : impractical, inconsistent, too whimsical

     Neutral: Aquarius and Aries

Body Part: Virgo is the sign of the worrier and it rules the nervous system and the intestines.
Fav Virgo: Alexander <3333333333 and Will


zodiac signsLibra (Sept. 24 -Oct. 23)

Libra is the sign of the Scales, creating balance and harmony all around them. Libra is a masculine air sign which is cardinal, allowing them take action towards their goals. They are ruled by the planet Venus, and many Libras are recognizable for their "pretty facial features." The Air element keeps Libra on the move, always having changes of some sort surrounding them. A Libran needs the balance of a partnership in their life. They are born flirts, which in most cases is quite harmless. Librans are also known to be very visual, so the nicer you look, or the nicer you keep your living area, the more happy and content they will be. They are inclined to be indecisive, weighing over the pros and cons of each choice they have to make in life. Librans are quite optimistic and sentimental. They have a need inside them to constantly try and please everyone. 

On the downside:  Oversensitive, Snobbishness, Cold, Vain, Demanding. 
Your good qualities include:  Affectionate, Likeable, Magnetic, Socially Correct. 
Your Lifes Work: Learning to temper your good qualities with a fair amount of tolerance may be your lifes work


..Most Compatible With: 
Aquarius and Gemini 
     Somewhat Compatible With: Scorpio, Sagittarius, Leo and Virgo 
     Least Compatible With: Aries : very domineering and too impatient 
     Capricorn : lacks any imagination, ordinary, dull personality
     Cancer : has tendency to become overly protective
 
     Neutral: 
Pisces and Taurus 


Body Part: This sign rules the kidneys and the buttocks.
Fav Libra: Mike, Ri, Dave <333

zodiac signs Scorpio (Oct. 24 - Nov. 22)

Scorpio is the sign of the scorpion. They are magnetic, forceful, sexual, and psychic. Once you have been stung by a scorpion...it's hard to get them out of your skin. Scorpions are incredibly passionate, persistent, and intense. This sign is ruled by Pluto, the planet of transformations and regenerative forces in life. Scorpio is a female water sign and is fixed, which creates a very determined person with great power. The Water element of their strong emotions runs deep and powerful. Some Scorpions are known for being terribly secretive, insanely jealous, or even violent. Often at times, they might seem as if they are impassive or unapproachable but their obsessive emotions, like the tides of the ocean, come at you in full force. They also love a good mystery, so the less you reveal about yourself, the more they will be inclined to try and figure you out. 

On the downside:  Abuse of power, the darker side of magic, fanatic, distructive, selfserving. 
Your good qualities include:   A spiritual outlook, ability to detirmine truth. 
Your Lifes Work: To consciously aid the transformations that will allow your maximum soul growth will be your lifes work.

..Most Compatible With: Pisces and Cancer 
     Somewhat Compatible With: Sagittarius, Capricorn, Virgo and Libra 
     Least Compatible With: Aquarius : who is seen as detached and impersonal 
     Taurus : there is a clash of wills here
      Leo : usually has tendency to be overly dramatic and arrogant
 
     Neutral: 
Aries and Gemini 

Body Part: The sign of the Scorpion rules the bladder and the genitals.
Fav Scorpio: None I fucking hate them, lol 

zodiac signsSagittarius (Nov. 23 -Dec. 21)

Sagittarius is the sign of the centaur...which is half human and half horse. Sagittarians are all about optimism and bringing cheer. They are a masculine fire sign which is fixed, and this helps them to identify with others as well as motivate them. This sign is ruled by the large planet Jupiter, which is full of abundance, ambition, and higher knowledge. The Fire element for the archer is about movement, growth, and the heat of a good debate. Sagittarians are well-known as the bachelor of the zodiac, like the "horse" part of their sign,they need lots of open space, freedom, and a lot of outdoor activities. Sagittarius people have a great sense of humor. Not only do they like to laugh, but they love to make others laugh as well. They can be the highlight of the party. Sometimes they tend to overexaggerate their conquests which shows their hunger for challenges and bigger goals in life. 

On the downside:  Arrogant, Lack of Humility, Bigoted, Careless, Lawless. 
Your good qualities include:   Optimistic, Jovial, Generous, Philosophical, Lucky. 
Your Lifes Work: The betterment of humanity through integration of your beliefs and aspirations will be your lifes work


..Most Compatible WithAries and Leo 
     Somewhat Compatible With: Capricorn, Aquarius, Libra and Scorpio
     Least Compatible With: Pisces : is seen as being too introverted 
     Gemini: appears to be scattered and lacking in perceptible depth 
     Virgo: is seen as narrow-minded and too fussy 
     Neutral: Taurus and Cancer

Body Part: This sign rules the hips, thighs, and the liver
Fav Sag: My Baby Kyle

sunsignsCapricorn (Dec 22.- Jan. 20)

Capricorn is the sign of the goat. A Capricorn is a person who will have a slow climb to reach their goals, but will eventually succeed. This person is not only ambitious, but practical as well. This is a feminine earth sign which is cardinal. Capricorn people take each step with sternness and good judgement. Capricorn is ruled by Saturn, the planet of limitations and discipline. A Capricorn will meet more than their share of obstacles in life, but with great precision, and their slow but steady pace, they will overcome. The element Earth is powerful for mother nature, productiveness, and fertility. Not until later in life will they reap what they have sown. Capricorn seem as though their feet are planted firmly on the ground, yet it can seem as if life just passing them by. Capricorns are also serious thinkers, keeping very much their thoughts to themselves. Actually, they are too busy thinking about bigger achievements and recognition thus never realizing that they have not shared their thoughts with loved ones.

On the downside: Cold, Miserly, Indifferent, Rigid. 
Your good qualities include: Practical, Self-disciplined, Responsible, Reliable. 
Your Lifes Work: Controlling your abilities, ambitions, destiny, and priorities will be your lifes work

..Most Compatible With: Taurus and Virgo 
     Somewhat Compatible With: Aquarius, Pisces, Scorpio and Sagittarius 
     Least Compatible With: Aries : who is not admired for his impulsive, erratic nature
     Cancer : finds this personality sad and depressing 
     Libra : seen as being not only dramatic but  lacks sincerity 

     Neutral: 
Gemini and Leo 

Body Part:  This sign rules the bones and the knees


 

 I got a call tonight from someone crying at first I thought it was Crystal and her and her bf got into a fight, but then the voice was asking me if I was sitting down, b/c something bad happened...I stood up and asked if something happened to Chris (Crystals boyfriend) ...the voice said that something happened to Chrissy, my cousin Chrissy, I was so confused.

I was walking back to my room when she said "Chrissy and Serge" then I realized it was my Mother, she was so upset she could barly breathe and she said that Chrissy commited suicide last night.
My mother could barly get out the words so was crying so hard she was hyperventilating, I didnt understand, I didnt want to. I asked how she died, my mother said she hung herself from a tree in their family's backyeard. Her husband found her. I had to sit down b/c I felt like I was gonna fall...the tears just kept coming and it hurt so fucking bad, this aching in my chest. She was all alone, she hung herself all alone, its just breaks my heart.

 I last saw Chrissy July 15th 2006, at my family picnic, she was so happy, she was always happy, I remember growing up in her house in Montreal with my sister during the summers. I have never had an actual family member I know die, ever. I dont know how to feel, my Mom feels so guilty b/c she grew up with her, they were like sisters...she was suppose to come down in August to see my Mother and she told me she was going to leave a green necklace she got me as a late bday present but she didnt come...my Mother never called to follow up b/c she was so busy, she feels like she could have saved her, so do I. 

I think we all do.

 I wish I knew how she was really feeling, if I could have said just one thing to let her know it was ok, to rethink, and its ok to turn to someone. 
No one knows why she did it, she left behind 2 beautiful daughters, and thats what kinda makes me angry. I just dont know how you could leave your family behind. With so many people who love you.

What gets me is I thought about her everyday up until it happened, I have a teacher that looks just like her for like 4 of my classes, and I would just stare at her (Pat) and just think about Chrissy...I cant help but cry right now...I think I always will.

She was so fucking happy, she was starting a salon, and she just got back from Florida with her husband...I mean I asked my mother if it was a homicide and maybe it was made to look like a suicide, but she said no, it was deemed a suicide. No note either.

I mean there could be a million reasons why this doesnt make sense to me, 
but that doesnt matter now, none of these little fucking things matter in life, when someones gone its forever, I'll never fucking see her again, and that hurts the most.

I guess I'm sharing this story, b/c I want people to know that I loved Chrissy so very much, and I hope that if anyone reading this, is in a place where you feel alone there are so many people out there, me included, who can help:

http://www.teenadviceonline.org/gethelp/numbers.html ( here is a site with alot of numbers/ sites for differnt countries as well.)

Thank you for listening, I love you all,

Natasha

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